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whores. [05 Mar 2005|09:24am]
24 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[05 Mar 2005|08:52am]
Okay. Finally Jordan made an effin eljay so now I can make mine friends only. well...not right now, but expect it within the next week when I have time.
Smoke dope. Worship Satan. Peace. god, I love greg propps....lol
feeling suicidal?

[03 Mar 2005|06:56pm]
I am grounded for the whole weekend now. Cannot go out and no one can come over. John caught me on the phone with Jordan. Im pissed, but I shouldnt've been on the phone so I guess I deserved it.
Wow. I love Jordan.
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[03 Mar 2005|01:46pm]
I don't want to update right now.
I am in a really good mood and Im affraid all the typing and thinking will ruin it.

HEY someone remind me to save money till wednesday. k thanks.
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shit piss fuck cunt cocksucker motherfucker tits fart terd and twat [02 Mar 2005|06:32pm]
[ mood | random ]

She drives away. She's feeling worthless. Used again, but nothing's differnet.

HAHA. all you 9th graders in MacD's class who need the extra credit by watching the lord of the flies movie are out of luck! mwaha I have the only copy from Hollywood video.

Because somethings are worth holding onto forever, like autumn nights. We can't let this end. Because it means so much. Lately, I've been doing some thinking.

...so think of me when you're dreaming...

If I had it all, every breath, every whisper goodnight, I would trade it all for the wind to sting our bloodshot eyes and sweep us off our tired feet and spin us around so you can see if we're just walking circles.

I wont stop dying, wont stop lying. If you want I'll keep on crying. Did you get what you deserve? Is this what you always want me for?

Fuck you Jordan Marshall  I love you Jordan Marshall.

Me and Jessica like to get it on with only our socks on. >.<

feeling suicidal?

[01 Mar 2005|08:27pm]
[ mood | creative ]

The schnapps were good.
Talk with Jordan on phone for 1.5 hours.
Talk with Steven. The good ol' days are remembered.
Organize all my pictures on my computer. Delete a lot.
Accidently delete all my livejournal icons.
Resore ALL those.
Joseph will bring my belt tomorrow if I call him at 6:15 am.
Mom comes home. Blah Blah Blah.


you've changed and you know it sweetieCollapse )

3 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[01 Mar 2005|03:22pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

The BEST thing ever happened today. But I think you may have had to be there for it to be funny. Well, me and Zach were walking off the bus and his backpack got caught on the exaughst pipe thingy and then the bus took off and Zach didn't know he was attached and the bus dragged him and his backpack about 10 feet back! It was awesome. I was like talking to him and all of a suden he goes litterally flying backwards with the bus. Then his backpack broke and he fell down. His back and ass were so fucked up and his arm was bleeding but he was laughing his ass off so I couldn't help but laugh too. ahhhh me and him sat at the bus stop for about 10 minutes just laughing and making sure he was okay. Awesome. Seriously awesome.



...I dare ya...Collapse )

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[01 Mar 2005|01:33pm]
[ mood | effen awesome ]

Today I have been in a pretty lazy mood but right now I'm feelin great. Even though Mike spilt his diet pop all over my leg and I am wearing a stinky shirt that has been sitting in my locker for the past month I am lovin life! Yes! OOO Now I'm listenin to Amber Pacific and it makes me feel even betta! OK. Ima go now before my mood gets too good I can't think straight. O yea, might be goen up to my new school for a while today to get all my papers and shit. If I don't though I will be home..alone..all day! So call meh...they can't ground me from the phone if they aren't home!

feeling suicidal?

[26 Feb 2005|08:53pm]

the quizness will killCollapse )

feeling suicidal?

[26 Feb 2005|07:57pm]
Jessica just raped me up the ass.

not really. but she kicked me and it hurt.
feeling suicidal?

[26 Feb 2005|05:59pm]
[ mood | JESSICA ]

can I sit next to you and watch you smile?Collapse )

feeling suicidal?

[26 Feb 2005|01:31pm]
[ mood | dirty ]

if you feel dirty..then click the motha fuckin linkCollapse )

2 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[22 Feb 2005|01:52pm]

OKAY this is my third..yupp third entry today. Im bored and the damn bell wont ring.


1 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[22 Feb 2005|01:42pm]

I sneeze like a hampster fartCollapse )

feeling suicidal?

[22 Feb 2005|01:32pm]
[ mood | **woosh** ]

Yesterday I woke up early and went to Jordan's house. Um yea that was fun. I go dirtbiking again. I sleep. I wake up and rode back to his house. Went and saw HITCH. It wasn't that good... "overall gay with some funny parts."
Went home and had frech toast and ice cream. Mom thought I ate too much. Oh well. Watch CSI and the news. Wake up from the couch and head to school.
I have some much goddamn homework. I want to cry. Not really, but it is a lot of homework. "I DIDNT HAVE NATURE SEX!" It's nice outside....makes me sorta sad. BUT, Im in a pretty good mood dispite this sunny weather. Just talked with Ms. Truby and Carly told her to watch out for me...again we had to explain the whole OMLAMLA thing...oddles of noodles. KYLE IS HERE! He is accusing me of knuddling my journal....hes a norweigian psycic with a woosh phone. Very very cool.  I'm done here. I got nothin'!

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On the bright side, she could choke. [20 Feb 2005|01:53pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

e-bay is sucking me in. I can feel it slowly stealing my soul. lol.
I have done nothing today. Well, I called my grandma to suck up for some cash. Hopefully I will be getting a check in the mail. o.0
I had the worst dream last night. Probably the scariest thing ever. I was still in highschool and had five...hear that FIVE babies. And I was crying because my mom wouldn't feed them for me. Im woke up like, in shock. Imagine it....yuck I don't want kids.......no no no. Worst Dream. BAH BAH. NO >.<
I just sent my mom off to Blockbuster to go rent Hercules for me. Last night I had the urge to watch it and I couldn't find it so I don't feel like looking for it so shes gonna get that for me.
Mini Me stop humping the fricken laser.
My grandma want to be a swinger now. The cocaine is geting to her I suppose.
We are getting another doggie when we move. YAY.

I need some money. I need a job. Hmm...whore!

So I was online today realizing how much I hate AIM, and as I was reading profiles and  I see how much the majority of people I know piss me off. Like, the things they say, and the way they act, and how it's all a fucking show. You are all pretty much products of popular influence and only like what people tell you to. It's so sad. Some of you really were my friends and at one time you thought for yourselves...but look at you now. What are you fucking wearing?! What music is on?! Do you even really like it?! Or is that just everyone else telling you "hey, do this and be cool"? I know, I know...I couldn't be talking about you right? Because everything you do is original....well take a look around. Original is no longer original! I am so fed up with people. Two people inparticular to be exact...but basically it is all of you. Fuck you all. Fuck you all and your self opinoins. Fuck you all and your MTV. Fuck you all and your "emo" lyrics....you don't even know what the fuck they mean! Do something for yourself goddamnit...geez.


4 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[19 Feb 2005|05:58pm]
Yesterday I did a lot of cleaning.
Today I did a lot of sleeping.
Tomorrow I have no idea what I will do.
Monday I am probably hanging out with Jordan.

Tomorrow is Kelso's birthday. I mailed her a letter. I hope she gets it on time and actually writes back. Okay, Ima go now and look at paint colors for my new room.
feeling suicidal?

[17 Feb 2005|02:02pm]
..can we please just get this damn thing over with?

you know who you are.
2 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[17 Feb 2005|01:25pm]
UM we bought a new house...not in FH. Sad I know. So yea, will be moving soon, but I will still see those whom I wish to still see on weekends and whatnot. Life has been okay, for the most part. MIGHT be going up to Jordan's cabin. I doubt it though. Oh well.
3 pulled the trigger| feeling suicidal?

[15 Feb 2005|01:25pm]
[ mood | **oo la la** ]

Valentines Day was good. I can ride dirtbikes now. I didn't completely suck either. Very proud of myself. Um, Jeshica is in Flagstff so Im lonely. We sold our house and are moving soon. Don't know where yet, most likely not staying in FH. >.<
Teen Court tonight. yuck
WAS going to Subway for lunch today, but Coach Grey caught us and made us go back inside. pshh
Me and Jason wrote a song. It's corny. <3
I just got off the phone wiht John; he's a dick and a half.

"If only we could live like everyday was yesterday"
"refusing to say that it's finally over...."

And you may take my heart away,

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